feel the pain,
feel the agony,
feel the despair...
as i watch my world crumble,
as i watch my world die...
see me wander,
see me fall,
see my imagination fly...
to the things i am not even entitled to,
to the feelings i dont have the right to feel...
pathetic, as it may seem
i am consumed by these fears...
drowned by insecurities,
drowned by lack of assurances...
alone again ,
as i swim into this sea of false jealousy....
